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[midestream]

i try to sound more poetic but it always fails.. i don't write that much to begin with but that is all on me. i think i will be like this until the end of time, always with an incomplete task. i worry that i will die with something unfinished.. and i don't mean a big or meaningful task not confessing to a longtime crush or making some big purchase like a house.. i mean like before i cut a piece of string off my shirt or looking up something that's been on my mind for weeks. i don't think i can express these sort of worries to others because they are too ... dumb...i dont feel like typing about this anymore so i am stopping here. thats so funny i can jus do that lolol !!!