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i rlly rlly prefer not being able to eat or sleep opposed to questioning my entire existence... its fucking ridiculous. one look in the mirror and im suddenly fucking spiraling.. just typing it out is agitating me. what a concept LOLOL and u can fake so well but what good does that do when its still happening it jus doesnt go away i just want to rip off my limbs and cut open my stomach GOD