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i think typing out how much i wanna kill myself distracts frim actually doing it so im typing it here i would post on my insta about it but i get sent one of those "We are reaching out to help" thingies bout twiceca month ... so its either i rawdog it and risk attempting again or i type it in out ( im typing it out obviously but i mkght jus attempt anyways i dont care ) i am deeply uncomfortable riggt now im overheated i want to dleep but i literally fucking cant IM GOING TO RIP OFF MY SKIN